Okay, so I guess I've come to an answer.
Scientifically, the only thing that science literally supports is that when we die, that is it. Eternal oblivion, as if we never existed, and everything about us, for all intents and purposes, never meant anything. Every possibility that our consciousness lives on in some form is only carried on by faith, and shot down by the truth of science.
I don't know why I came to a comic site for comfort, but this was too overwhelming for me, and it still is, but it doesn't really matter anymore.
Although this answer made me sick, and it's making my chest hurts, I can't deny the truth. We just die, and that's it. We know this and try to come up with a myriad of things to take our mind off of it. We try to occupy ourselves, or we tell ourselves some BS answer in denial, such as "Life has the meaning that you give it" or "You'll live on in their memories" when that's pretty much just some secular continuation of consciousness. It may as well be a religion. In reality, I don't really think that I will ever be at peace with the idea that my day-to-day survival is literally pointless, as my survival is ultimately doomed from the start. It's a bit contradictory for us, as animals, to fear for our survival when we're gonna die anyway, and we know this. We can just make up some answer that puts our mind at ease, but the reality is that everything will die as if it never existed, and it doesn't even matter. Survival is, in my opinion, facking pointless. It doesn't really matter and it never did.
I want this locked now
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Lastly, thanks from everyone. I really appreciate it
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