Let's see. I have a job now. It's ok, not the best job but it's something. I need to find something better because I am working a independent contractor, meaning I get no benefits, which I need to find. My family is fine with what I do now, just not the fact I'm not getting any benefits. Also I still miss my friends. I haven't seen them in a long time, and they haven't really responded to my messages. I don't know if I said something, did something or what I just wish they talk to me. I also don't like I'm in my mid 20's and haven't really found someone to be in a relationship in. Most women I meet are either already taken, interested in someone else or just want to be friends. It's not a bad thing but I wish I could spend the weekend with someone as oppose to just playing video games. Never really been in a relationship and I wish I knew it was like because I feel like I'm an outcast or something is wrong me. It doesn't help I'm shy, overweight and have self-esteem issues.
Is it sad that I only feel comfortable posting about some issues I have on here? It's not like I have a lot of friends to talk to or my family because the won't really get it and tell me to think positive. Kind of hard to do.