Darkchild

just wanted to pop in and tell everyone I'm okay. Been kinda tough but doing better. Love you guys

@paragonxxx: @James Baston

And everyone I might have started things with. Lifes given me quite the whammy to say the least last week, so that is why i have been MIA and I apologize. Go in for a specialist for a potential surgery which in hindsight is small on the scale of crap of things to hit my little world. But thats got my mind in a tizzy, I also have been having a great deal of trouble keeping my mind/memory straight and I am going to see someone for this as well. With that said I have to take some time to figure everything out, I still want to do everything I want on CV with you guys and everyone else but I just cant keep my mind right lately. I am very very sorry, I am not trying to keep you waiting I am just not in the right state at the moment to keep a post thought out let alone my every day life and the stuff I go through.

I am going to be taking some time to figure out my mind and memory situation and my potential surgery. I truly do hope to be back as soon as I can, but I am sorry. Love you guys

hahahaha i have same thing at home. Tried putting it on work computer under my stuff and nooooo cant have it. Pfft bitches you cant spell either it helps our dyslexic assess. Honest to god my boss is the worst when it comes to spelling and shes one who got pissy I put it on the main computers we use for documentation (when the biggest part of our job is good documentation, and none of these women know how to spell or properly use basic grammar)

Ugh good lord i need this weekend here rightnow. Works tossing me all around emotionally and mentally

@paragonxxx:

As she touched down Jones could tell something was different even before his eyes had a chance to focus, the sun hid behind her and made the gorgeous locks she still had left seem even brighter. Her hair quite a bit shorter than last time he had seen her and her clothes that pulled against her frame tight yet not too revealing. The colors shined in the sunlight and he could not help but smile at her, her words finding that very moment to make him smile wider and wider. He too had changed, his appearance now of a man of Turkish descent, his hair cut close to the skin and this time facial hair that was close to his skin. Just dark enough to stand out but not enough that you cannot see his skin beneath it. His build had shrank as well, no longer the towering monster he was upon his return. Those who mistook his appearance as a display of his strength would have quite the revealing fight. But he was not here to fight, he was here to ask her a question.

"Too long little Kiera, seems too long as we both have changed quite a bit no?" For the moment Jones ignored the feeling something deep within Paragon had changed drastically, it was something about her it seemed off, but he hoped she would someday tell him what happened. Today was not that day, today was a celebration or would be once he asked her what he had brought her here for, moving from Paragon and over to a nearby table he returned with two tall wine glasses full to the brim. Smile across his face and ear to ear "We have a toast to make my dear one, we are once again at the same place and together, two powerful creatures who have the power and clout to make a difference. This time we are not at each others throats but as friends, I have an idea an idea that hangs on your help." handing her a glass he continued "I have managed to make Alfada something that began as a place for redemption and turned into a place of hope. Ozzy has made his way off the Island a better person, and so have so many who came in hopes of finding a sanctuary. But what they truly needed were people to believe in them, so that they would believe in themselves. And now we have an even bigger world to help, I have an almost endless amount of wealth to put into anything we set our minds on. And I want to make a real difference, there is great evil in this world." Jones eyes narrowed as he moved closer to her and then stepped past her, drinking his wine as he paused. Something deep stirred inside him, he wanted everything he was about to say to be heard, to hear his conviction to what he planned. "This evil is not grand standing and showy at all times, this evil waits and is patient. I see and hear things rumblings that something is coming, and we need to be ready. I want to build a team Paragon, of the like minded who will do whatever it takes to make this world better, to spread it all over the world and show those who believe they can take and destroy...that its not going to happen." Drinking the rest of his glass and tossing the glass to the floor, it made a loud smash as it hit the ground. A smile upon his face "I have already found the beginning of this team in you...you are someone who could have walked away from me all that time ago, but you saw that I spoke the truth and wanted to change. If not for you little one, I may have wandered and returned to that evil I was, more people deserve that. To feel safe to feel believed, we will be that sense of Hope their Sanctuary if need be...." for a moment he trailed off into his own mind and then smiled and continued "My appearance is not simply something of coincidence, it has a meaning. Did you know that one of the words in Turkish for Protector is Hakan. Lore shows many who bore the name Hakan gave their lives in the protection of those they loved and held dear, I want to be this worlds Hakan...its protector. But I cannot do it alone, I need someone like you to be beside me, to help in creating something more for this world. Hopefully with your help they can see past my days of evil, and see that I mean every word when I say that my return is not that of ill will and depravity, but the beginning of something more. Will you be a Hakan with me?" his eyes showing a passion with every word he said, and the fire to do whatever it took.

@cutting_edge: Agreed. This work computer is almost dial up level slow like eeeggguuuurpsssssh. Ya know (everyone who remembers aol knows exactly what noise Im describing lmao)

When RL happens and shappens and hits the fan, you can always tell which people you work with who think nothing but themselves. UGH freaking asdkajshdlaskjdaoishdaosidhas GAH

@paragonxxx: doing pretty good now, been a bit hectic at work but over all pretty good. Heads are hitting pillows here soon, so hopefully be a good rest of the night with my guys

Thats quiet a feat, as you gotta sell it so I understand how difficult it is. If you need the help and or need a baddie to do the influencing just hit me up. :)

@ezra_: Alot of time making a character evil isnt acts of villainy its doing things that they normally would not do, or making decisions that go against what others would deem "good"

Alot of Darkchilds evil was outright evil, but it was also the fact that what he did went against everything the heroes of his time (this ways years ago) would be doing.

ie

Killing children and using children to keep heroes in one area as he did something else in another location

Bending the minds of those he had hostage

Forever corrupting Nova who at the time was probably the posterchild of goodness (he taught her the technique of controlling hellfire, this caused alot of furture things.)

Corrupting thousands of humans just...because.

That kinda thing. Do things that seem small to her but big to others

Cant wait