The unsettling echo tears my stomach to shreds. Hundreds of words flicker as my eyes search for answers. I sit miles upon miles into the dark sky. I dial the number of the man I refer to as the love of my life.

I ask. He denies the simple thought of it multiple times. I beg. He pledges his loyal heart has remained stationary. I cry. He hears the hesitation formulating in my throat. I recall. He then realizes I found the building amounts of evidence and knows the attempts to cover it up it would be useless. Lies are resurging from the sparks of his words.

The jarring answer lies hidden inside his phone. I hack and hack knowing I could be stepping on my love’s state of privacy. In my palms waves upon waves rise up into my irises, revealing classified information.

Texts, making me question the range of his words. Pictures, making me question his vision of our relationship. Remarks, revealing to me his eyes are wandering. Phrases, revealing to me that i’m more alone than I believed.

As I’m on the phone hearing the accusations being denied, I announce the betrayal of privacy I made in order to find out the course of breadcrumbs left behind. I hang up feeling a rush of dread pouring into my veins. A poison inserting itself into every crevice of my brain tissue. Streams of tears cascade down my face as they drop into the vast emptiness of the world below me.

I scream in a panic. Usual streams of light are non existent as fireworks instead crackle from my fingertips. My sparkling hands claw for the clouds around me wishing I had something to hold onto. I extend my limbs desperate to reach for anything as the delicate water molecules escape me. I’m begging to hold onto the pure nature we shared between us.

What was it that I did wrong to chase him away? Why did he grow so very bored of me? Am I not as pretty as I used to be? Or am I not as thin and fit as I was when we first got to physically touch? Is it because my pale hair grows into darker hues of pink?

It’s conflicting. I could throw a monster into a pit of lava or defend a city from a missile; however, I lay in the sky motionless from the state i’m left in.

We have another talk over the phone and he begs for me. I listen and say we will fix our relationship.

As the months pass we slowly work to rebuild it, yet nothing in me trusts him. I enter the digital scape of his phone. I uncover more hurtful words and images as he now lays in the bed beside me. Etched into my memory forever. More people he attempted to build relationships with behind my back. I continue to wonder, am I nothing?

In the midst of the night I cry. In my dreams I do nothing yet scream. He grabs me and I stare into his eyes. He hugs me as I continuously ask why. Why did you cheat on me and why do you keep lying to me?

He loves me though, right? He tells me he won’t hurt me even though I am waiting for the next time he shoves a landmine near my feet. He tells me he won’t hurt me again. I’m helpless but to wait and see if that prophecy comes true.

I’m decaying as he holds me through the many nights. Fractures continue building within the walls of my head as I feel uncertain. With each touch I feel him ripping a piece of my confidence away. The pulse of my internal glow dims into a slow hum mimicking the rate of my deteriorating emotional state.

In the end I love him with all my heart. I know people make mistakes, and I believe in second chances. He hurt me badly and I will never forget the pain. Am I horrible in that I can’t walk away? Am I pathetic in that I can’t imagine spending a night without him? Am I a mess that I still give my body to him knowing that he could be sharing his with another yet again? There isn’t an ounce in me that can say goodbye as I keep clinging on to the idea that he still has an ounce in him that loves me.

(Credit to the title goes to Ariana Grande, for the phrase is found in the song "sometimes").

“I WILL PUT YOU IN MY PANTS!”.

I never expected my life to take a turn like this. A 120 foot tall blue monster has me trapped in its fist, and is threatening to keep me inside its pants for forever. How did it even manage to get a pair of pants that huge too? Was it expensive too or did he get them on sale? All these questions are flying through my mind as my life is in peril. “HELP!” I begin to shout to the hundreds of people that are staring at me from below. Flashes of light are going on and off to capture the two of us in night dark sky.

Oh wait! I got my own powers, duh! I could… explode into a ball of light? No, I don’t want monster hand guts flying onto the people down there. I could burn him! The temperature of my body immediately rises in temperature. My skin brighten into an endless amount of colors. Its hand sweating makes me prepare myself so I could- oh no.

I could feel my body swaying back and forth in the night sky. He is using my body as a sparkler and this stupid monster is making shapes and all kinds of loops with me. I was once seen as a phenomenal superhero and now this is all that is left of my vanishing career. This is going to be all over social media too!

As he continues to swing me into the open sky I could feel his grip loosening up. My right arm pops right open. As he continues to make shapes I aim my palm for his eyes. I launch a stream of blinding white light to momentarily blind him. The hold of me is briefly broken, and I begin to fall. With the screams and the cheers ranging from stories below I absorb their magnificent waves of sound. My skin inhales the rush of outcrying noise and my florescent body exhales two angelic wings infused by constructed light.

I float in the nightfall. My dazzling embodiment shines as the monster stares at me in awe. Only 200 feet more and we are back at the ocean. If I could get him back into the waters then we are solid.“I refuse to be someone’s firework or booty scratcher!” Multiple cords of light pour of out my body as they hurl towards the great beast. Each one wraps itself around a body part. I pull with everything I have. He resists but gives in as the cords burn through his hardened skin. The monster growls as it sets foot into the sand.

I’m so close. The cords break off from my body as they are still attached to the monster. I fly around him and I absorb the light around me. The chains I place on him all evaporate as they flow back into my body. The bright lights from the city transfers into my skin. For a moment my luminous form dims down. Rhythms build and build within my vocal chords. Before the beast could fully turn around I let out of piercing scream. The beast falls into the water. Getting back up the monster decides to retreat and leaves the city alone for good.

I descend back down my feet and hands touching the messy sand. My colorful form fades away. I stare at the stars and I realize the world needs more heroes to save innocents from being wronged. It’s my job to return and liberate the planet from evil.

Pulling my phone out of my pocket I slide open the lockscreen. I click on the name of an old friend to give them a call.“I’m back.”

I could easily say I was busy in RL case closed. Yeah, I have had my hands tied with personal affairs and education purposes, but I completely ditched my outlit of writing, and a sense of community I had for years.

Heaven knows, I have the capability in me to be a really good team leader, member, and writer, but every time I gather people around me I just end up leaving. I just want you guys to know that I'm not someone who doesn't care. I still think of you, well, the few people who actually bother to make an effort to talk to me.

I don't mean for this to be a whole "let's pity CPG" type of deal. F that bs. I could care less if someone doesn't read this honestly. I've just been going through literally the hardest months of my life right now, and I know all of you have own stuff on your plates too.

I won't be starting any team in fear of making a few souls disappointed again. I just want to start writing again.

I step out into the fresh air. Bright lights stain my skin with a burning radiance. A pounding noise of applause roars throughout the stadium as I walk to the microphone.

I begin to sing my heart out. These past few months I've been a little busy with the Vine Titans, and even recording an album for myself. Who knew my first single would have became a huge hit. I really hope me being a Superhero has nothing to do with the song being popular. I just wanna use this as a way to make the world a better place.

Warm air slowly flows onto my right shoulder. OH SH!T! Why the hell is there a monster standing next to me like that!? Dropping the microphone I could feel a burning energy flowing through my body. Pink light shines out of my finger tips giving me a better view of the being that is probably trying to eat me for dinner. I can see blood dripping off of its teeth. Following the trail of blood I glance over backstage to see a pile of my bodyguards... dead.

With all of the chaos my fans are running rampant in fear that the monster will eat them, while there are others staying for the thrill to see me in action. All I know is that this thing made a huge mistake attacking me in my habitat.

What does an unlimited amount of loud noise, and bright lights equal? This thing fried on the floor in a few seconds. I'm personally pissed off. Whoever sent this thing here to ruin my concert will pay.

I just wanted to clarify what exactly Blair can do just in case some people think she might be whipping phones out of her pockets and launching them at people. (Which honestly would probably be effective someday.)

Being a Faerie she belongs to a clan that is able to control Light and Sound

(Others and I will later on post a fancy blog about what the Faeries are like)

Her Pink hair also stems from this, and depending on the person they might have a different hair color.

Every Faerie gains these physical attributes, and powers during Puberty. Some might develop them later than others.

She can convert sound into light, or vice versa by absorbing it.

For example: She can draw energy from the sounds of Los Angeles and shoot a beam of light from her hands.

She can draw energy from bright lights and exert a sonic scream from her vocal chords.

Light

• She is able to control temperatures. By reducing the amount of light projected she can make the temp fall slightly, or she can highly increase the amount making it hot as bleeding hell.
• She has been known to throw a layer of light over herself even using that to adapt herself into becoming invisible, however if someone were to touch her or attack her it will immediately crack revealing she is there. Also she probably wouldn't have this for a long time as it takes a lot of her strength and focus. She would mainly use this for probably sneaking into buildings and such.
• She can do the general Starfire/Dazzler lightbeam, starbolt attacks.
• She can form solid objects out of light. They can burn like hell though when in contact.
• Her body glows a rainbow color like Karolina Dean
• She can temporally blind someone with a bright glow.
• In extremely rare cases her body can go supernova. In Prime she managed to wipe out an Island of vampires in one single blast when losing complete control over herself. The blast didn't effect any buildings or non vampire beings. Seeing as how this has yet to even happen in CVnU she doesn't know that she is capable of that. Also I'll probably never have her use this in a battle, but maybe in a rpg when everyone else in it feels it is necessary for the story.
• She currently isn't able to travel at the speed of light. She has the potential, but she isn't anywhere near experienced to be able to do it.

Sound

• She can launch a sonic scream from her vocal chords. Three block radius is the farthest it can reach.
• Send a sonic wave through her hands
• Concusive blasts, using sound to produce shock waves
• Shattering, using vibration of pitch and sound to harm solid matter most common being glass.
• Lack of Sound, by absorbing it she can render a place quiet as space
• Amplification, on the counter side she could raise sound inflicting confusion and hard of hearing

Both

• The only time she has ever really been seen to combine the two together is when forming her wings. She uses light to make solid like wing constructs, and uses sound to make them move. She has sometimes used them to grow around her encasing her in a shell to protect herself from a huge attack. This would cause her to use a lot of her strength up so she probably wouldn't use this move twice in a battle actually only to mainly protect her life.
• With range of her attacks.defense moves they change colors depending on the light scale. Her extremely short distance moves will be red, while her long range moves will be purple. You can guess where the other colors will be with her attacking if you know the Rainbow order.

• Flash Bang, arguably the simplest combination of a briliant flash and loud bang

Weaknesses

• She could get hurt like the normal person. If someone stabs or shoots her then she'll need a trip to the hospital.
• She gets distracted easily. Having good hearing is a good cause of this.
• If someone were to destroy her wings while she's flying then she'll kinda just fall LOL
• She doesn't have any good hand to hand skills. Like she can punch someone out or defend herself, but she isn't at all a martial arts artist.
• She feels uncomfortable around swords or anything sharp.
• Her being able to heat up light is different from fire. If fire touches her she will burn.

(Revamped Origin of CPG's for the CVnU. All this is quick summary of what happened to her in the past before leaving to become the great Superhero Cellphone Girl. Like always, I have plans to bring these characters into the rpg world as well. If anyone gets confused let me know so I could write these more clearer.)

Sister, I'll miss you the most. I know losing Daddy hit our family the hardest, but you need to continue to be strong for me. We may not be your biological family, but we love you. You're the smartest one so you need to look after everyone. Losing Erika was another loss that almost drove you over the edge. I can't see you in pain anymore, which is why I need to leave. Jericho will never hurt you guys if I'm not here.

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West, my favorite little witch. I remember you being this shy kid who would not have a backbone in his body, and now you're throwing spells out left and right. I guess Jennifer is really. You were brave for her when Angelica tried to kill her, and well everyone else. You consoled her until Ash was able to heal her. You saved your boyfriend from his house burning down. You helped him save his sister. You're the most bravest man that I know.

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Jenny, who would have thought all of these years you'd be a demi god. We had no clue why Jericho was so terrified of you when he first really got a good look at you. He just ran away, and never came back. You were astonishing when we fought Angelica, and you almost gave your life to save Erika. Don't feel responsible for not saving her anymore.

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My beautiful Blake, it's been a while since we've talked. Remember our first date? We went to go see a horror movie then you drove me home. I had my first kiss when you walked me to the door. Then two years later I watch you take the bullet for me, well a demon possessing metaphorical bullet I mean. Jericho still has complete control over you. I still cry myself to sleep knowing that you had no control over your body when you killed my Father. Just know that I still love you with all my heart, and I will do everything in my power to save you.

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Jack, you always looked after Chloe and me since we were kids. I know you feel like you should have been there to save Daddy or even help Phoebe before her attack. It's more my fault then it will ever be yours. It's hard to know that our parents were keeping such a huge secret that we were Faeries. Oddly enough I began showing the characteristics before you did. Puberty never makes sense. Now lights are beginning to appear from weird places on your body. I understand how it's a hard adjustment. Prepare to get a funky hair color soon, because I almost had a heart attack when I saw those pink roots growing in. Just take care of Mom, and Chloe for me okay. I love your Bro.

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Sassy shapeshifter who makes everyone thinks she's dead for a weeks. Yes, Erika who knew you were keeping this secret from us. Angelica was bat shit fucked up in the head, but I honestly think she attempted killing you to hurt Rachel and Cole. She kept failing to kill them so she went after what she thought would be the only person without powers. You surprised us.

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Ash, you loved another girl before you met me. You lost her to Jericho. You were supposed to watch over her, but those feathery wings kept you afar. You then became my Guardian Angel years later. The moment you saw him appear before me you did what you had to do. You fell from the clouds. Even though Jenny scared him off you gave up your immortality to protect me if he ever came back. You paid her back for when she was nearly bleeding to death when trying to save Erika. I love you for that. When I leave I know you'll be worried about me, but while retaining some of yours powers I know you'll come find me if I'm ever in danger. I could always count on you. Thank you for everything.

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Phoebe, I feel responsible for what happened to you. If I would have been in class when Angelica released that werewolf murdering everyone in sight it's only a miracle that you were able to survive it. Now with you courage lies a curse. I'll look for a way to find a way to help you get rid of that so you won't be in fear every time you see a moon. You're not a monster. You are a woman who is becoming stronger every month.

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Angelica, all I wanted to do was help you. If only I could have saw the same signs that led you to black magic that led Blake I could have changed all of this. It's a shame that you became to power hungry. Your family's gift became a curse. When your youngest brother died you three inherited his air element, and then you must have realized if Rachel and Cole were to both die then you would have every element. Making you unstoppable. I'm sorry but we had no choice but to kill you.

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Rachel, I know you feel broken for being the one to throw the final blow towards your sister. Upon meeting you you have been nothing but kind towards everyone, yet you have been put through the most. Now having your sister's share of the elements you and Cole are now a lot more powerful witches. Just don't lose your gentle soul with all that power.

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Cole, you were the one to really break West out of his shell. Thank you for that. Jenny might not show it but she likes you a lot for being a great boyfriend to him. All I ask is for you to watch over him. You and Rachel are much more experienced with magic than he is so teach him. I don't want him or even you guys to make the same mistakes Blake and Angelica made.

Has anyone played around with Dopplegangers yet?

Ideas-

• Doppleganger has no shadow or reflection?
• Every time the two characters meet bad events will soon follow.

Many many more to come.

Seeing as how Blair is a Faerie I would like to establish what the Faerie world be like. An idea of the types of powers they may have. If there will be different type of classifications of Faerie. If they would have their own secret world? Common weaknesses?

Also if there are any like rules and stuff I need to know about creating a Species please do let me know.

Having an rpg in the Faerie world sounds kind of fun.

There are five girls. Each split from my entire being. No, I'm not being metaphorical at all with birth shit. I actually have never been pregnant, well yet anyway. Like they were all multiple personalities ripped apart from my mind.

They each are all five parts of me. I still am unsure what my full potential can possess. Imagine what the five of them could do if they just have a bad day?

Riley, she has red hair, and is shockingly even better than me at strategics. She is a smart one so I need to keep her close by.

Bellatrix, the one with blue hair. She is quiet, but graceful. The way I see her using her powers is so elegant. Everything about her is so.. perfect. I also take notice that she can be a bit flirty. She is my dream self. Fuck.

Yuna, the blonde. She has a bit of an attitude I would suppose. Like always finding ways to make everyone upset, and having a real short tempter. She is such a joy to have!

Violet, the one with brown hair! Just kidding. She gets a bit emotional. It's also good to never yell around her.

Then there is Gaia, with the pattern it's clear that she has green hair. She is a mystery. She always knows when to stay hidden. She holds all my secrets.

I'm proud to train every one of them.

When the Island got destroyed by my wonderful ex boyfriend in his attempt to finish Ten In off. Over Kill manage to pull it off. It was.. strange to see him. If he was the kind of man to stick around with a team for a long time would we still be together?

Maybe not. Maybe so. The future might be completely different. I know him and I will probably never get back together since my son from the future arrived to save our lives during the huge battle. Also that his Father is someone entirely different.

Christopher... He loves me. Every single moment I look into his eyes I see that he is worried about my well being. Every time his Father and I are in danger he looks worried. If anything were to happen to us he won't be born. Inside of that boy's mind is about Twenty years into the future. The constant stress of knowing every single moment in time that might happen. He knows who is going to die.

Of course not everything can be set in stone since things can be changed. He comes from a future that he wishes not to talk about, since practically everyone he knew perished. Explains why he is so over protective over me.

Edward has yet to come to terms to the fact that this is all true. Since all future timelines aren't exactly stable.

All of the bad and evil that this child had to grow up in. I don't want that for my son. He has already changed one thing in history though.

Here is a little secret. If he hadn't learned the magic to rip the girls from my head then it would have caused me to kill a few people that I shouldn't have. I can't say who, but now that they are alive the future is already different. Let's just say that if I can wipe out a whole island filled with hundreds upon hundreds of vampires within a few seconds I'm scared of what I will do if I ever lose control of myself.

He would also be a lonely child. Now that these young ladies exist in the world I can raise them to also be Heroes. When I die they'll protect Christopher from everything.

Hey everyone!

So during my first semester of college I was kind of a bit oblivious when CVnU kind of picked up, and even around then I had no clue what to do. Like I have a character on WAL and everything now, so I'm kind of putting my foot in the door. I'm 100% willing to have CPG explore this new place, and to explore the new version of herself as well. Let's just say instead of a mutant she is now a Faerie that is also Jewish. A tiny change for now I guess.

I just want to push myself to get more involved with CVnU, but I'm not entirely sure as what the hell I should do. If anyone's interested feel free to pm me!