She could see through a series of his involintary facial expressions that this was something she probably couldn't help him deal with. When a person believes they have lost their way, or embark on a self journey the only person that can help them--are themselves.
"Well Alexis, I think if you need more time to find yourself, then do it. As much as we both beat around the topic, I think it tis finally time to say the reason you even feel like that is because of me" Glancing around the room, her eyes met with the rescued refugees, though she was sure none of them understood what the two of them were conversing about; it felt rude to speak of personal matters in front of them. Grabbing Alexis' hand Z pushed her lthe frame toward the balcony where they could talk in private.
"It is fine, I know you believe otherwise, but that does not change the fact that I did what I did. But I draw my strength from you, so I guess you can say we are each others idols. Everything you taught me has resound in me this time; because when it comes down to it. I want the same thing you want. To be with my family again."
Running her hands along her engagement band, images burned vividly in her mind about the day he proposed. "I am paitent Alexis, I can and will wait for you. I just remember thinking wow...I am married to the world's most powerful man. A man so iconic, people have started to emulate. Just know I will always be here for you"