No matter how many times she had told them she didn't work for them, they still acted as if she did. Anakia supposed that the difference was largely semantic - UNKD told her to do something, she told them that she served Ali Outsider only, and they told Ali to tell her to go do whatever it was, which she then did. Some of them, she thought, were annoyed at her continued insistence on the extra layer of responsibility, but Anakia wasn't willing to budge on the issue. It meant something to her, even if the people here didn't understand what it meant. Ali understood. That was enough.
The worst times, of course, were the ones where he told her to stay behind. She had gotten used to it, as time passed, but even though she obeyed, she didn't like it. She had asked him, time and time again, how she was supposed to protect him when she wasn't there. He would tell her that he didn't need her protection, secure in himself, but Anakia always argued that he didn't need her protection until the one time when he did, and when that happened, she wanted to be there. It was a familiar argument; they'd had it dozens of times over the years, to no different conclusion. When it came down to it, she followed his orders, even if that meant not following him.
As she had predicted, of course, one of the times that she wasn't with him was one of the times when she should have been. And now UNKD was asking her to track him down, as if that wasn't something she was already planning to do. If nothing else, she had to find him so she could say "I told you so."
It had been four years since she'd agreed to serve him, and countless lifetimes interspersed between the ticks of time in those years. Even Ali didn't know quite how much time she spent in the cold place, though she believed he suspected it was more than she let on. The hallways were solitary - she was the only one in the outer world who courted them. That meant that when she was there, she was alone, but she had learned that it also meant that when she was there, she could bend them to her will. Much of her time had been spend finding out how strong that will was, and how much of it she could impose - what she could change. What she could do.
Ali told her legends - well and good. She listened to them, learned what she could, and in the infinite time of the cold hallways, practiced things that were not parts of legends. Perhaps one day she would be the one the legends spoke of.
But perhaps not. An assassin sought no recognition. Anakia was silence. For now, there were no legends. And why should there be? The only one who would have understood them was Ali Outsider, and the man was a legend himself.
Better him than her. But right now, his legend was missing. And so she retreated from the real world and courted the dark hallways again, bending them into mazes and labyrinths that touched on the hidden places of the world, searching for hints of the legend of Ali.
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