A year ago I almost got married to a woman I love and trust with all my heart, then covid-19 happened everything was locked up, she can't wait any longer we have waited 3-4 years to get married. I procrastinate not because I'm not serious with her but simply because of the many projects and businesses I work on. I saved and built a house for our future and actually I had proposed to her and we only had a few moments to get married, but all of that disappeared when the Covid virus broke out, everything had to be postponed or canceled, she couldn't wait any longer she is older than me. She secretly married another man without breaking relationship with me without saying anything. without feeling guilty, she even insult my mother who was still sick at the time. Her betrayal was painful but her insult to my mother was very, very painful .. until now I really hate her, I really want to hurt her so bad and even kill her husband.