Didn't think I'd be back on this site after what I posted lol but something happened that needs the insight/opinion of people. I can't post it on facebook or other social media sites as I want to remain anonymous. So, I thought to myself what other means do I have that allows me to gather information from people but remain anonymous at the same time..... ComicVine!
So, the thing is something very very weird and disturbing happened. I was walking back home from work, minding my own business when I suddenly felt like a stepped on something small and soft immediately followed by a small squeal. I lifted my foot and saw that I stepped on a kitten. Now, I'm a fairly heavy adult male and immediately thought it was dead but it started to struggle to get itself up. It was squirming on its side and meowing softly.
The weird thing is that I felt the urge to step on it again. I mean not just step, but stomp with the intent to kill. Just seeing it struggle like that triggered something in me and it horrified me. After a few minutes or so of just standing there and staring at it, I eventually pick it up and take it to the vet. I left it there though and had my brother get it after the vet called me that the kitten was fine and ready to leave. I then told him the place where I found it and had him bring it back there. He spent a while trying to find the mother which was in between two garbage containers with her other kittens.
With that being said, is there something wrong with me? Like, do I have to have myself checked for mental issues or something? I'm scared of letting anyone close to me know about this as I don't know how they'll react. Would appreciate you guys and gals opinions on this.
p.s. read every comment on my "can't take it anymore" thead and have decided to give it another try and start frequenting this site again. They were right that I took things too seriously and should not let the people with below average intelligence get to my head in debates.