i think depression is overrated. everyone gets it some like a secelt few points at self hate it yet always seem to get it lol. although i dont think bad thoughts other than going out with one of two ways.
A huge explosion that takes everyone i ever hated with me lol
having hot wild kinky sex. ( I like this one for the sheer enjoyment of it. if i dont die of this ill just detonate the bomb under the bed lol)