This has been a frequently asked question in both of my "Ask" threads,so I decided to write this 'Fic' to explain it,but it still being about my life,so I'm not sure if the term 'Fic' can be used here.Now I shall tell all of you the origin of my fanboyism.
Let's go back in time,2006,when I was 7 years old(almost 8) and had my first contact with Deadpool in the game Marvel Ultimate Alliance.At first thought,I considered as another Spider-Man and ignored him for a while,that's when I decided to try him.I loved his abilities and found easy to beat the game while he was on the team,than I realised his name was Deadpool and that name would be remembered for over a year,that's when I decided to actually search for his past,I wanted to know who that "Spider-Man 2" was.As my English skills were even worse than they are nowadays,I didn't understood many things,but I got what I wanted,his origins and psychological traits.
I was a well-humored kid,always joking,but i didn't had many friends,so I talked alone a lot,that's where I related to Deadpool.I don't remember very well,but my mother told me that my imaginary friend was Deadpool and we used to talk a lot.So that's one factor,he made lonely me happy and was a friend everytime I needed one.That is one of the worst parts of my childhood,but one of the best too,depends on the point of view.
Than I grew up,had more friends and was a happy teen(I'm still one =P),than I met the teacher that would drag me to the wonderful world of comics,where squirrels can beat intergalactic beings.He was named Fernando and showed me some comics,after some weeks borrowing his stuff,I decided to buy my own comics,that's when I got into most of the heroes,but after a month of collecting comics,I chose my favourites.Suddenly,terrific news:Deadpool was going to be released in Brazil.I mean,I had read some Cable & Deadpool and saw some of his appearances,feeding my fanboyism,but that was a whole comicbook just for him.I couldn't conatin myself and started passing day after day at the closest comics store.One day,after a tiring set of private classes(I needed those xD)I saw it standing right there in a shelf,I ordered the taxi to stop,I had saved the whole week for it,I even privated myself from eating or buying anything I would like too.The feeling of getting the first issue of that character that meant something to me and still being my favourite,it just can't be expressed in words.
That's why I got mad when his series were cancelled here.That's why I love the Merc with a Mouth.Hope you enjoyed this piece of my life and thanks for your time to read this.