@nightwarden17:
I sat back and watched him go. He wanted so badly for me to stay, to be a part of his team. As if it were a family. As if they needed me. But I couldn't. They didn't. I had had a family, once, and I'd lost them forever. I knew that Warden felt my pain, understood my loss, but I couldn't allow him to play on that. I still didn't trust him entirely, but it hurt to leave here. Here I was needed, I was understood, and, by some people, I was loved. I couldn't allow that to grow on me. Everything ended. I might be the one provoking the untimely end of this team, but I knew every end marked a beginning as well. A beginning of something more fruitful.
Determined now, I pulled out my red pen and stationery paper. Laying the latter on my knee, I wrote out a letter, a note, addressed to Night Warden but intended for everyone. I signed my name with a flourish, before realizing I'd forgotten something. I added the postscript, then sealed it and laid it on the rooftop before walking to the edge and drawing the Icefire guns. I took one last longing look at the lone piece of yellowed paper on the roof...then disappeared into the night.
[Jesse's Letter]
"Night Warden:
"First, I want you to understand that I haven't left because of your kind advice to me. It was indeed helpful, and I hope to use it in the near future. I, however, have that future to take into consideration. I have a flourishing trade and bright hopes in Grimm. I don't know if you understand, but I doubt Chicago holds anything but restraint and tension for me. I can't describe the feeling I have. Something is telling me that I have to go home, that bigger things lie ahead of me, things I can't even begin to imagine. I can't accomplish any of those things from here. I remain a steadfast member of your team, and should need arise I plan to return to fulfil my duties to you and yours. I'll be in and out of town to check up on things, but don't expect to hear from me until I think the time is right. Until then, I remain
"Sincerely Yours,
"Jesse James.
"PS:
"Let the others know my intentions, and inform them that if upon my return I hear that why have caused you any trouble they'll have me to answer to. Also, tell all of them, especially Rey, Doc, and Roddi, I say goodbye until we meet again.
"J.J."
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