State a terrible realization

@avenging_x_bolt: I'm sure someone can tolerate you and if not your body is made up of about 20 bucks worth of chemical components so at the very least you're worth $20.00.

Billy Mays' genitals are worth $20. And he includes them with every order. Just pay 19.99.

I don't turn into Captain Marvel when I yell SHAZAM

I run through the exact same emotions and dramas every year almost accordingly. Despite where I might be with God, my family, my friends, and my personal talents, I will always come to self-loathing and self-doubt when I am by myself for too long. I don't feel competent enough to really be a good friend to most of the people I know, and as my relationship stands, I really don't feel liked anymore.

And this is what happens when I am by myself.

Hehehe! XD

I exist in three dimensions.

In all of them, I am dead.

I will try to keep this short:

• There are many things in my mind, ideas of all sorts. Through a mistake beyond my comprehension, I never grew fully into an adult and retain joy and hope in these ideas. However, new ones have risen and many have evolved to impressive levels. But I am no one, a failure. I am condemned by myself, luck, fate, humans, and my mystical aura. These things hold truth and are unavoidable. Personality wise......Well, mine is awful, lacking the ability to overcome things even with realizations such as the ones spoken of in this post. My mind and soul are not compatible, nothing in my life is truthfully. I have been given the wrong mind with the personality I possess. Forever until my last breath, I must leave every moment in everlasting agony, regret, and pain. Worst news is that my hope will continue to flow within me, giving pain an endless supply of energy to use for its manifestation.
• Companionship; her eyes still haunt me. But she is not real, only the dream which harbors deep within the remnants of my soul. Her smile, just the way she looks at me. Even when her looks and "assets" change, the way she looks at me never changes. She actually likes me, even loves me. I love her as well and wish to remain with her forever. Who is she? A part of my imagination, a dream. Peace, she symbolizes it along with my little girl.
• My little gir.....Very long, cutting this one off.
• I will never write Mr. Majestic's role and appearance in the new 52. :(... I have so many ideas. Here we go again...Ideas.
• Game Engine Comic books. Also another idea, but also wasted upon me.
• Reclaimer series, Hyperion sub light jump engine, Warlock, Blood and Sol 2070, Interactive-limited time- movie scenes, Aquaman movie, Essex, Malek, Malik, Malek and Malik, Eden 23, Eden Infinity/Infinite, Videogame movies, Harry Potter mmo, God Among Beasts, Eternal, One Above All, Maverick,......Veronica, etc...

The terrible realization? It's I against I . Can I make a single thing I mentioned above, if anything at all? No, I am naturally incapable of doing that requires going out of the airflow. The terrible realization is that I who have no power to change. I am left to watch in this miserable life as there is nothing for me. I am obviously excluding terrible luck, meaningless fate, and many other things that have already made this worse than it is.

This is also like %10 of my problems. I would share more terrible realizations, but I need to go to sleep.

I have been awake for more than 17 hours. All of it playing Witcher 2.......I need a break. Hopefully a permanent one awaits me in the near future.

those things people call children are the future...

Hip Hop will never as good as it was during the 80s,90s and early 2000

Comics more than likely won't be around in 20 years

You have redeeming value -- your existence benefits many people around you, maybe you don't see it or they don't show you but you mean more than you think you do to those in your life. Smile at a random stranger, open the door for someone and most of all, be gentle with yourself. Everyone has worth - it's perspective that can be skewed when we consider what ours is.

Nothing wrong with surrounding yourself with people you care about if that makes you feel better. Doing the best you can is all that matters, try not to be so harsh on yourself. Your friends appreciate you or they wouldn't be your friends and your relationship is as strong as you make it. Self-doubt can be awful - try to see yourself through the eyes of those around you and trust in what they see.

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All the animals in the kids movies you saw when you were younger are all dead.

@armiv2:

Kate Beckinsale is really hot.....Wait thats a good thing

maybe living a life style like John Belushi wasn't the best of idea's

I will never read ever comic I want to read, listen ever song I want to hear, visit ever city I want to see, see all the art I want to see, or have a drink with all the people I would love to hang out with.......... F-it I'll have a great time try to do it, and failing in style......

That erm...The truth is people. Everybody is too damn lazy.

I am the only one who likes the New 52

Got that right

Because of this part I'm playing my whole identity at school will be related to...yeah...

Regardless of people's opinions on today's youth..the next generation will be even worse.

Also I'm the only one of my friends that hasn't been in a relationship yet. And I have quite a bit of friends.

Over 50% of American adults don't believe in the Theory of Evolution.

Very soon it's going to be time to start again, the place I'm in and the people around me will be things of the past.

That Damian was technically born out of Talia raping Batman.

That Captain America in the MCU is still a virgin.

I don't fit in anywhere I go...including here.

People better than me have to die while I get to live.

The world is going to destroy itself and you're just here for the ride.

No matter how much people disagree with me and provide me with counter facts, I'm still right and they're wrong. No matter what.

The more I accomplish in my brief time on the Goddess's green Earth, the greater the number of my fellow human beings I benefit, the greater the void I will leave at death, the more people who will miss me. Conversely, the alternative would be to attempt to benefit none, to accomplish nothing, to avoid human contact and connection. Yet no matter what I do, or for whom, it will never, can never be enough.

will he double the offer!

the movie first avenger takes place over 3-4 years. he could have done some chick

Every accusation made will stick in some way -- regardless if false.

Trust can never be one hundred percent given after having been broken.

There is no beating an addiction, only learning to cope with not indulging in one.

Love can never go away once felt. It can change, but it's permanent.

@joshmightbe: Most people are idiots!

The guy above me is the definition of his statement

The guy above me speaks the truth ^

Microsoft sucks.

Life is short

True love doesn't always win

Superman won't save the day.

Yeah but Cap is portrayed as the honest do-gooder, and throughout his missions he carries Peggy's picture in his compass. I suppose it's not that much of a stretch, but I don't really see it happening, to be honest.

very true, yeah i guess he's a virgin.

I waste too much time on the internet, and I'm happier when I don't have a connection because I am more productive.

Death and taxes are the only certain things in life.

You are not as old as you feel. You are your age.

In the next few generations society will deteriorate into something so foul that it will be hard for any sane individual to survive.

The US for the past century has been fighting wars for oil without regards to other peoples freedom and liberties.

Dubstep (which is awful) will end up turning into white noise and the kids will love it.

The Kardashians make millions of dollars for being a**holes on TV and many hardworking Americans are starving.

I have never had a meaningful connection with a female.

AND WORST OF ALL

Half Life 3 will never come out.... ever.

China will take over the world.

I'm stuck with knowing my past too well.

I will most likely be taking pills the rest of my life.

There is no cure, just learning to cope.

I'll most likely die alone.

When I started reading adult fiction, I realized that I could never take Young Adult fiction like Percy Jackson seriously ever again.

My record store carries half the albums I want.

My crush doesn't like me back.